supplies are endless in the evening by the morning they'll be gone

It is freezing, and we have to walk. We keep waving at the taxis, but they keep turning their lights off. When I feel lonely I can be my own best friend - I'll get coffee, the paper and have my own conversations with the sidewalk and the pigeons and my window reflection. The mask I polish in the evening by the morning looks like shit. I'm looking skinny like a model with my eyes painted black - I just keep going to the bathroom , always saying I'll be right back. What's so easy in the evening by the morning's such a drag. I got a flask inside my pocket that we share on the train. We might die from medication, but we sure killed all the pain. What was normal in the evening by the morning seems insane. I'm sure of what problem started all of this but the reasons have all run away. This is not something I would recommend, but it is one way to live. What is simple in the evening by the morning never is.

who am I

I am: bleak, dull, flat, insipid, monotonous, prosaic, trite, uninteresting, vapid, arduous, laborious, oppressive, tough, uphill, drab, arid, commonplace, bonny, comely, adorable, cute, delightful, personable, precious, cultivated, close, minion, excessive, exorbitant, high, inestimable, good for nothing, invaluable, frivolous, futile, pointless, useless, trivial, but most important of all - I am alive

reached my destination

I have met a travel companion - another lost soul. We both thought we might as well share the burden of being someone without a home. Even though it's easier to hide alone, the loneliness can eat you up. I do not know yet how much I can trust this drifter but for the first time in weeks I have somebody else to talk to than smelly truck drivers who'll try every rotten trick in the book.

Anyhow, I wanted to make my search come to life with pictures, which have been quite difficult since I had to give my camera away for at night on the couch. But this new Being helped me, so here goes..